S.A.D.

Well...
when u'r sad...
all the things around you would become horrible...
i can sense nothing...n i could only focus nothing...
nothing at all...it sucks!
dont knoe why...
but i could feel that i'm no one in this universe...maybe useless...

becoz i'm 'alone'...feelin lonely...
although i'm standin in the middle of 'them'..
i cannot be seen...
with my heart stop beating n my lungs stop breathing...
i'm feelin guilty throughout the week...yeah, the whole week...fuck!is this my bad week?
or i'm the bad one?
if i could tell anyone bout this...i'm glad...but i better not
coz i'm sad...VERY VERY sad...now
n i meant it...